Dear SOMEONE Whose Name is Something I Shall Keep

Dear someone whose name is something I shall keep,

No reason why I'm writing this for you whom I didn't expect.

I like you a real lot, and I wish you could notice that,

Although, I guess my feeling is like a thing you would forgot.

Why'd you have to be so good at it?

Hurting me without awareness of even a bit.

Maybe I've been so stupid to write you in my heart,

And so much more that it permanently took part.

Am I so used to this kind of pain I feel?

The pain which reasoned for me to slowly be killed.

It's always about me, dreaming of things that will never will,

Somehow, it's annoying but I can't help, feelings almost spilled.

Things have turned to be so strange,

The guild we had before suddenly changed.

The one person whom I was previously close to

Had altered, and the real him was so far of my view.

People have said that love is a ruthless game,

But you'll never know 'til you put yourself in its frame.

So, unintensionally my heart gave it a try,

Now, with none of the fortune in this world, I cry.

I've read that hoping is one best thing in this place of ours,

And that we may wish from those countless stars,

But a question mark always has to fill my mind up,

"Will my love ever come to him and give his a heart a slap?"

I know never a promise was created or any kind,

But I have this one thing inside my mind,

Not the spot of yours will be invaded by anyone,

Though, you leave and somebody else lands.

What I want may not be what is yours,

But I wish my presence won't ever be ignored,

This may be too much of my stupidity,

But, "I hope sometimes you wonder about me."

Sincerely, someone who cares a lot;

Who wishes you'll notice that,

And one day you'll turn your back to her,

But still she know that for you, her always means never.